Page 57 of Erotic Behavior (Observant Behaviors)

The First Time

Raven

“Areyouokay?”

Beckett had been quiet on the ride home, and now as we stood in our master bath undressing, I realized he was still on edge.If I could erase my past with Calvin, I would.Nothing good had come from that relationship and I hated seeing Beckett so angry over simple words that meant nothing other than Calvin was jealous.

“Yeah, I’m fine.I’m just sorry that asshole ruined our night.”

I walked up to him as he was unbuttoning his shirt and pushed his fingers away to finish undressing him myself.“He ruined nothing.That man isn’t worth a second thought from either of us, and as far as I’m concerned, the night has only just begun.”

Beckett raised an eyebrow as I pushed the shirt off his shoulders and reached for his belt, undoing it and his zipper, occasionally running my hand over his hardening cock.

“Is that so?”

“It is.”

“Is there something you have planned for tonight?”

“Not particularly, but I know you well and I’m sure you thought ahead.”

He chuckled and lowered his head to capture my lips in a kiss that took my breath away.When we parted, he rested his forehead against mine.“We don’t have to do this tonight if you don’t want to.We have the rest of our lives together.”

“I know, but I want to.”

I pulled his pants down and got to my knees to help him step out of them.I had already stripped out of my clothes, so the ball was in his court now.Trusting my instincts and what I had seen earlier in the night, I stayed kneeling in front of him with my hands behind my back and I looked up at him with a small smile, waiting to see what was next.

“Look at you, my perfect baby girl, so ready and willing.I could get used to this.”

Beckett walked around me, allowing only the tips of his fingers to run over the skin of my shoulders and chest.“There are some things we need to discuss before we begin this.First, there will be times we play and times we don’t.Personally, I need both.If you are okay with that, then we can see where this all leads us, but communication is key in all of this.”

“I think I would need both, too.”

“When you address me as sir, that is considered an honorific.It will signal to me you have needs beyond what you are receiving and I will fulfill them.”

I nodded my head slightly.

“I have gifts I bought for you… for us, really.These items will be special to the both of us and our play time.Follow me.”

I went to stand as he turned toward the bed, but stopped when I heard his next command, “On your knees, Raven.I didn’t give you permission to walk.”

My eyes went wide, but I did what he asked and crawled across the hardwood floors behind him.Beckett bent down and pulled a large storage trunk out from under his bed.

“Now that we are moving into this part of our relationship, I will keep everything in my armoire.I’ve had everything hidden away for fear I may scare you.”

I opened my mouth to tell him he couldn’t, but with one quick look in my direction, I could tell I wasn’t to speak.He opened the trunk and began pulling different items out.“Tonight, you observed shibari and impact play.Now that you have shared with me restraints and spanking are something you would like, we will start there.”

I watched as he pulled out multiple instruments of pain and pleasure from the trunk.A black flogger that looked as if it were made from the softest leather in the world, a riding crop with a leather heart at the end, something that looked like a wooden stick, and lastly, a set of leather handcuffs.

“We will start with this to determine your pain tolerance.I want you to get up now, baby girl, and touch each of these.Pick them up, move them around in your hands and tell me which, if any, you would like to use tonight.”

I didn’t hesitate and reached for the soft flogger first.It was beautifully made and I don’t think I had ever felt something so smooth.I was interested to see how something like this could even cause pain, so there was no question in my mind that I wanted to try it.Next, I reached for the riding crop.It seemed simple enough and didn’t frighten me any.The stick was confusing, though.It had a soft leather handle as well, but the wood was most certainly some type of thin bamboo.

“What is this used for?”

“It leaves a sharp stinging sensation.Some people prefer the quick sharp hits to something larger, like a paddle.”

“Do you have a paddle?”