Page 54 of Erotic Behavior (Observant Behaviors)
She took in a quick breath as I nipped at her neck.
“I don’t know how to answer that.”
“Truthfully would be preferred.I want to show you everything, Raven.I want you to see things you’ve never seen before and learn things about yourself you’ve never known.The more I learn about what you like, the better I will be able to please you.”
“I like this.I like watching this.”
“Tell me what you like about it.”
“It’s beautiful, really.The way he holds her face and whispers into her ear.It’s like she is the center of his entire world.It’s clear she trusts him completely.There is something appealing about not having to worry that you’re going to do something wrong.”
“What do you mean by that?”
“While she’s restrained, he’s the one making the decisions.Sometimes I worry if I’m doing everything you want me to do because I don’t want to disappoint you.In my mind, I know it’s ridiculous, but I can’t stop the thoughts from creeping in while we are together.If I were restrained, then I couldn’t really mess anything up, could I?”
“Raven, you could never disappoint me, and if you don’t realize that yet, then I have failed you.”
Impact Play
Raven
ThelookonBeckett’sface when he told me he felt as if he had failed me was heartbreaking.I hadn’t meant to upset him or make him think I was always nervous about things between us, but I wanted to be honest with him.
“You haven’t failed me.I’m very happy with you.I just worry sometimes that maybe I’m not enough.Look around Beckett, you are the owner of a literal kink club and I barely understand any of it.On top of that, you have lived a full and busy life, you run a successful real estate firm, and I’m just starting out.”
“Baby girl, that’s why what we have is so perfect.I missed so much when I was younger, and now I get to experience it all again with you.”
His lips covered mine, and it was as if no one else was in the room with us.The passion between us never faltered, and whenever we were touching, I felt as if I could rule the world.There was something about seeing the club and this side of him that made me question what I meant to him, and my importance in his life.I didn’t like the feeling at all and I would do whatever it took to make sure it didn’t happen again.
“What else do you have to show me tonight?”I whispered as he pulled back just enough for me to speak.
“Impact play.Come with me.”
Beckett stood, and I followed as Dare and Cleo were finishing up.He had lowered her to the ground and was holding her to his chest as he slowly undid the ties that bound her.Cleo’s eyes were closed and her lips were parted in pure ecstasy.If I hadn’t known what Beckett told me about the two of them, I certainly would have assumed they were a couple.
We moved slowly through the club since we were stopped numerous times by club members and staff members alike.I met Dane, Dare’s older brother, who was the club manager, and a few other people who seemed eager to see who I was.Beckett and I didn’t go out often, but it never failed when we did, we were always stopped by someone who knew him.
If people weren’t stopping Beckett, then it was me that slowed us down.Behind the stage there was a large play area full of people setting up for their night, and many had already gotten things underway.We walked past a woman who was restrained to a spanking bench in nothing but a bra and a short black pleated skirt.Her partner was behind her, running one hand over her backside and holding a paddle in the other.When she leaned forward, she whispered something into her partner’s ear and pulled her arm back, landing the first hit.Something inside of me shifted, and I felt what I saw deep inside my core.I moved closer to Beckett as his hand tightened on my hip.
“Do you like this?”
“I think I do,” I said in a breathy voice that I didn’t even recognize.
“Very good.”
We stood and watched as the woman continued with the paddle and then reached for a cane that was hanging from a rack nearby.The woman on the bench had leaned into the paddle, begging for more, but when the cane came down on her delicate skin, she let out a small scream.
“That’s my good fucking girl.Let me hear you,” her partner taunted, and I had to press my thighs together to keep the ache I had there under control.
“Fuck,” I groaned as Beckett moved behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist.I could feel his hard length pressed into my back, and I wanted nothing more than to turn around and unwrap my favorite present.
“Come, there’s more.”
I felt dazed as we moved further into the room.In the corner, a woman was on a St.Andrew’s cross.She was completely naked, and her partner had a riding crop in his hand.We stood and watched with others as he peppered her skin with it, leaving beautiful red marks in places that had otherwise been untouched.
“Beckett… I… I think I want to try this.”
“Here?”