Page 14 of Erotic Behavior (Observant Behaviors)
She put down the small plate of food that she was holding.“If you would like to have sex, then we can.I know that was part of the agreement and I intend to hold up my end of the bargain.”
I don’t know why, but the way she said holding up the end of the bargain didn’t sit well with me.I wanted her to want me.I wanted her need for me to be uncontrollable and burning through her.I didn’t want her to fuck me out of obligation.I put my drink down and walked over to her.
When I leaned down, I took her chin in my hand and raised her eyes to mine.“You will know when it’s time for me to fuck you and it’s not tonight.You will not fuck me because you have to.You will fuck me because that mouth of yours will beg me to fill that sweet little pussy.”
I closed the space between us, and my lips crushed into hers.That simmering heat from earlier engulfed me as her lips parted and I took what was mine.Her hands reached for my shirt as our tongues swirled together in desperate movements.Having her so close did something to me.Feelings I’d never felt before came to life, making me want more.I wanted her more than I wanted anything.My cock was hard, pressed against the zipper of my pants, which made pulling away even more difficult.I didn’t lie when I told her she’d beg for me, but damn if I didn’t want to bend her over the table and fuck her until she cried out my name.Raven Wessex was going to test me in more ways than anyone had before.I just wasn’t sure if I was ready for it.
I let her go and straightened to my full height.“Good night Baby Girl.I will come for you in the morning.Be ready.”
Insatiable Need
Raven
Isatinstunnedsilence.Beckett turned and walked from his office, leaving me out of breath with damp panties and an insatiable need to crawl after him.What had just happened between the two of us?I had never felt a pull like that with anyone before.Sure, I didn’t date a lot, and I spent way too many years wasting my time with Calvin, but seriously, what the fuck was that?
I leaned forward and reached for my glass, downing what was left of the amber liquid in one gulp.I shook my head, hoping to clear the chaos inside my mind, and stood to find my way back to my room.A young woman brought me down here, but I tried my best to pay attention during the walk.Unfortunately, after that kiss, my brain was so scrambled I couldn’t even remember if I was supposed to go left or right.I took a right and immediately realized my mistake.When I turned back, Pamela was standing in the hallway.She was the last person I wanted to see, but also the only person who could help me right now.
“Are you lost, Ms.Wessex?”
“Yes, um..could you point me in the direction of my room, please?”
“Of course, I was just heading out, but I will walk you back before I go.Mr.Haynes isn’t a fan of people wandering around his penthouse.”
That was a sobering thought.People.Why did she have to say it like that?
I followed her back through the main part of the penthouse and down a large hallway that I knew contained not only my bedroom but also Beckett’s.The double doors were closed, making me wonder what he was doing in there.I tried to concentrate on Pamela rather than imagining him naked in bed, or covered in the warm water of a shower.I hope he didn’t shower.He smelled amazing when he got close to me and I’d give anything to roll around in his scent like a puppy in a field of whatever it was that puppies rolled around in.
“Ms.Wessex?”
“Yes, I’m sorry.Did you say something?”
“Just that we have arrived.This is your room.”
“Right.Thank you Pamela.Do you usually work this late?”
“I’m here whenever Mr.Haynes needs me.”
“I see.Thank you for your help today.Have a good night.”
“You as well.”
Pamela turned and walked down the hallway as if she were walking down the runway.Something about being around her me feel inadequate and that just sucked.I wasn’t the fanciest woman around by any means, but it took me a long time to love who I was.Pamela brought up a bunch of old, uncomfortable feelings that I needed to work hard to ignore.I stepped into my room and softly closed the door behind me.Leaning up against it, I took a deep breath and tried to relax.Today was insane, and I needed my best friend more than I needed anything else.
Crossing the room, I made my way towards the bed and was happy to see my purse and carryon.Sitting on top of it with a note.
Ms.Wessex,
I was going to have one of the staff members come up and unpack for you, but thought better of it.You don’t strike me as the type of person who would appreciate someone going through their things the first night they arrived.I placed your larger suitcase in your closet and my card on your nightstand.If you need a ride anywhere, feel free to call.As Mr.Haynes’ personal driver, I am at your disposal as well.
Michael
I was grateful for someone who seemed normal in this day of madness.Michael seemed to get me.Even though my ride with him was short-lived, I could see the two of us growing to be friends over time.I opened my purse and pulled out my cell phone and charger.It was deader than a doornail, so I plugged it in and carried my smaller bag into the bathroom.I started the shower and let it warm up as I slipped out of my fancy gown and unpacked.I kept my hands busy while my mind roamed back to Beckett.No matter what I did, I couldn’t rid myself of the thought of him.I was not an inherently sexual woman, and that never bothered me before.Cal and I had dated for a while, so I learned different ways to please him outside of sex because I never had the desire to go all the way with him.I wasn’t religious or holding my virginity as some higher standard.I just wanted to be with someone who didn’t treat me like shit and was only nice when it was convenient for them.Other than a few short-lived boyfriends, Cal was the closest thing I had to a real relationship.I was clear from the beginning that I was a virgin and it would take me time to warm up to the idea of being with a man in that way.After the first couple months, his patience grew thin.We would break up and get back together like it was our side gig and I should have realized then what was going on.
Beckett was different.I hadn’t been with him for more than thirty minutes, and I wanted to crawl to him and beg for his cock.His presence hit me the second I stepped into that room, and when his eyes took me in, I was putty in his hands.Men like Beckett Haynes should be illegal.He was the kind of man that women went clinically insane over.Women like me.
Before jumping in the shower, I went to check my phone.It finally had enough charge for me to call Talia, but the second it was supposed to ring, it went to her voicemail.
“Hey, it’s me.I don’t know what happened tonight.I thought we could stay together, but things moved so fast I lost you.I hope you are okay.Call me when you can.I want to hear all about your night and your man.Mine is… well, I don’t know yet, but he’s hotter than hellfire, so that’s a plus.Love you.Call me!”