Page 58 of The Perfect Deception
Her body filled with warmth. She didn’t have to relegate him to “friends only.” She could be herself. “Well, it’s not as if you planned on your father screaming at you in public. He did scream at you, right?”
He gave her a humorless smile. “Yeah. So, what questions did you want me to answer?”
Dina fidgeted. He was willing to answer her questions. It was time to trust him and actually get answers. “So, about your dad…”
All the tension returned to his shoulders. “What else is left to say about him? He’s a clodpate, as you so aptly put it, and I’m done.”
“Why do I feel like there’s something you’re not telling me?”
Adam flexed and unflexed his fingers. “Someone lied about whether or not I gave my paralegal something to file. It didn’t get filed and I lost the case. The situation took on a life of its own and is hurting the firm’s reputation. And it’s not the first time a case I’ve worked on got screwed up. But no matter how much I beg him to believe that I’ve changed and that it wasn’t me who screwed up,” Adam swallowed in distaste, “good old ‘clodpate’ doesn’t believe me.”
“But he seemed okay at dinner.” Not anyone she’d want as a father, but not someone who’d disbelieve his own son.
“He’s great at putting on a show.”
“Why is he so set on not believing you?”
Adam sighed. “Honestly, I’m cocky, and I probably created part of the problem. I was careless in the past. But I’ve changed, only he doesn’t see it—isn’t willing to see it—especially now. Speaking of now, do we have to continue talking about him?”
She wasn’t finished. “What are you going to do about your promotion?”
Adam narrowed his gaze. “I’ll figure it out. I don’t really know. What I do know is I want to kiss you.”
He leaned over and pressed his lips against hers, moving his mouth against hers as if he was drawing the kiss out of her in slow, deep pulls. This time she didn’t stop him. This time, his mouth didn’t taste of whiskey. This time, his lips were gentle. He ran his hands through her hair, massaging the back of her scalp. When she opened her mouth to moan at the delicious chills running through her body, he licked his way into her mouth, exploring her and getting to know her by taste.
It was glorious and she wanted him.
And then he pulled away, panting.
“That was more like it,” he whispered, running his thumb along her lower lip.
She wrapped her arms around his neck and reached to kiss him again, but as soon as her lips touched his, he pulled back.
“I can’t believe I’m saying this, but no,” he said, adding space between them. “We’re doing this the right way this time. Nice and slow.”
“I can kiss you slowly,” she said, shocking herself at her own audacity. She must have shocked Adam too, because he flinched and let out a low laugh.
“Yes, you definitely can.” He leaned forward and nipped her upper lip before once again pulling away. “But if we keep kissing, it will lead to more. Right here, right away. I don’t want to rush anything. I want to discover everything about you that I missed last night.”
Heat pooled low in her belly just listening to him. “So what does that mean?” she asked, her voice trembling with desire. She rose and rested her forehead against his shoulder.
“As crazy as it sounds, it means no more sex until we know each other in other ways. Much. Much. Better.”
Adam closed the door of his building behind Dina after promising he’d call her tonight, returned to his apartment and took the first of what he suspected was going to be many long, cold showers. Never before had he denied himself sex as he was doing with Dina. But Dina was special and he wanted to do the right thing with her.
He dialed Jacob’s number.
“Hey, want to meet me at the driving range?”
“Sure, when?” Jacob asked.
“One o’clock?”
“See you then.”
He pulled into the parking spot, grabbed his golf clubs and walked into the driving range office. Jacob was already there. They walked to their cage, each carrying a bucket of balls. To their right was a teenage girl and her coach; to their left were several boys, each in their own cage. Adam waved at Jacob to go first. His friend adjusted his stance, shifted his hips, and swung his club. The ball soared through the air, coming close to the two hundred yard mark. After ten swings, Jacob stepped aside.
“So, what’s going on?” Jacob adjusted his golf glove.