Page 129 of Torn
Sometimes it’s not.
TOR
Her skin is soft and dewy from the shower, inviting caresses and kisses over every curve, and I can’t get enough of her. She sighs and writhes like a sultry snake beneath me, digging her nails into my back as she arches up to press her body against mine. Her lust and love for me equals mine for her, and that has made chemistry explosive between us.
Rolling over onto my back, I pull her on top of me and she’s already a step ahead of me, knowing exactly what I want and need. Her body moves tantalizingly slow on top of me, like she’s savoring every inch, every breath, every touch. She takes my cock into her with a long, smooth descent, then lifts herself up even slower till she reaches my tip before lowering down onto meagain, over and over again. There’s no rush, no crazy bouncing up and down, no slamming of bodies. Her body dances effortlessly with mine, like we were made to be one since the beginning of time. There’s no rush to reach an end because thereis no end. Her eyes fall closed, her pouty lips parting with the ecstasy of my body filling hers as she makes love to me like we have forever.
And she makes me believe that we do have forever.
I’m lovestruck, enraptured with the sensual way her body takes ownership of mine. I can’t move. I don’twantto move. No woman has ever taken me before. Not like this—not so completely, so honestly, with such raw and uninhibited desire and passion. No woman has ever wanted me this way or made me feel so utterly and completely adored. And within that she has given herself to me just as completely. She holds back nothing and gives everything.
This is what I have been wanting and waiting for, for so long. This indescribable connection.
My hands tighten around her waist, more to remind myself that she’s real than any other reason. Everything else begins to fade away. The doubts. The black cloud hanging over us.
No way in fucking hell am I ever letting this go. I’m never lettinghergo.
Her soft moans drag my gaze up her body to rest on her beautiful face, her eyes fluttering open at that same moment to meet mine, and her lips curve into the smile that changed my life so many years ago.
She leans down to kiss me, her breasts swaying, nipples brushing against my chest. She’s the sexiest, most loving creature I’ve ever met in my life. Everything about this girl defies her age and her time on this planet.
A week ago she whispered in my ear that she was born to be mine, and I believe it.
The beeping of her phone alarm wakes us both. It’s a harsh reminder that she has to go home. She stirs and I hug her tighter to me under the light blanket. Her naked body is warm and soft, snuggled perfectly against me. Diogee and Kitten have wandered in and are sleeping on the foot of the bed with us.
This is my family now, and I don’t like the other half of me leaving every night.
“I have to go, hon,” she whispers, kissing my chest.
I groan and loosen my arm from her so she can climb out of bed to find her clothes. The all too familiar knot grows in my chest as I watch her.
“I hate this, Kenzi.” I swing my legs over the edge of the bed and pull on my sweatpants.
“I don’t like it, either.”
“I want you sleeping with me all night and waking up with me. You leaving my bed feels like a booty call.”
She pulls on her shirt and makes a face at me. “It’s not a booty call, Tor.”
“I can’t do this forever.”
“What are you saying?” Her voice wavers with the first onset of fear. “You want to break up?”
“Absolutely not. I’m saying I want you to live with me so you don’t have to leave in the middle of the night.”
She stares at me, one leg in her jeans and the other out. “Live with you?”
“Would you want to? If we can get through the wrath of Asher?”
She steps into the other leg of her jeans. “I’d move in tomorrow if I could. Why do you think I’m here so much now?”
“To play with the pets?” I tease.
“Well, theyarecute,” she replies playfully. “But you’re much cuter.”
“I’m gonna ignore that. I’m serious, Kenz. As soon as it’s possible, I want you to move in with me. Will you think about it?”
She steps into her shoes. “I don’t have to think about it. I already know that’s what I want.”