Page 78 of Erotic Behavior (Observant Behaviors)

The small vibrating monster only made things worse as I bit my lip, nearly exploding at his words.

“Let me remind you that this is your punishment.My baby was bad today, and now she deserves everything I force on her.”

My eyes shot up to his and I could see the seriousness in his gaze.Without removing the evil toy, he reached for another and flipped it on, running it over my nipples as I squirmed under him.

“Tell me, baby girl, what mistakes did you make today?”

“I covered myself,” I said through gritted teeth, “And didn’t wear panties.”

“And what do you have to say about that?”

“I’m sorry for disobeying you, sir.”

As I spoke, Beckett moved the larger vibrator down my body and replaced the smaller one that had been pressing against my clit with it.It felt different, but the torture was the same.

“Hold your legs together and don’t let it come loose.”

I did as he asked and watched as he reached for a length of rope that was quickly tied around my legs and wrapped around the vibrator, essentially holding it pressed against my clit.Tears ran down my face and fell onto the pillow under my head.I questioned everything about myself and my desires at that moment, but still I didn’t want it to stop.

Beckett reached for me, wiping my tears gently.“You’re so beautiful.”

His words mixed with my need, only made me cry harder.

“Please sir-”

“Please, what little one?”

“Please let me come.”

“No.You must wait.”

He stepped away, and I watched as he moved about the room.I watched as he went to the St.Andrew’s cross and reattached the buckles of the restraints.He moved the paddle and flogger to a bin near the door, likely to be cleaned.Here I was being tortured by pleasure and I couldn’t keep my eyes off of him.I did everything in my power to ignore the pulsing between my legs and the sounds of the vibrator that made me want to come on demand.My head fell to the side, and I closed my eyes, allowing my mind to wander to a calm space where nothing existed but him and me.Where all the shit that had followed us around since the day we met didn’t matter anymore.The peace was a moment of relief in an otherwise chaotic life.

“Look at me, Raven.”

His touch and voice pulled me back to reality.I felt his warm hands on either side of my face as I opened my eyes and smiled up at him.His eyes never left mine, but I could feel his other hand move.He turned off the toy, and let loose the rope that bound my legs together.My legs were shaking with need and there were tears in my eyes as fear came over me.Had I done something wrong?

“You’re okay, I’ve got you,” he whispered as he reached up and undid the restraints that held my arms above my head and his strong hands rubbed my arms, working the circulation back into them until I was warm and comfortable.I turned and realized the glass was now clouded.The scene was over for those who were watching and there was no one there other than me and the man that I loved.

Beckett pulled me to his chest.

“Tell me your number, Raven.”

“One.I’m ready.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yes, sir.I’m wonderful.”

His lips came down on mine in one of the most passionate kisses I had ever felt.

“I love you.I love you.I love you,” he said every time he pulled back so I could catch my breath.Before long, what remained of our clothes was gone.The lights had been lowered and everything felt intimate, even though my mind knew we were still at the club.His body covered mine, and I didn’t think twice about opening myself to him as he lined his cock up with my entrance and finally gave me what I so badly needed.

I moaned in pleasure and then it was my turn to assure him of how much he meant to me.He moved slowly at first, in long torturous strokes, and I wrapped my legs around him as I reached for his face and said the same words he kept repeating to me.

“I love you.I love you.I love you.”

Beckett’s eyes met mine, and I felt a connection so deep between us that it would have terrified me had it not made me feel whole.The fire that burned between us had morphed into so much more.At first it was lust, then as I learned to trust him the love between us grew.I knew I was made for his man and he was made for me.