Page 39 of Erotic Behavior (Observant Behaviors)
“At the real estate firm?”
Beckett looked up at the ceiling as if he were trying to avoid looking at me.“Um… no.At another business I own.”
“I didn’t realize you did anything else.”
“I have a lot of things I invest in.”
I looked over at him, squinting my eyes in disbelief.There was something there he wasn’t telling me.I could feel it as he changed the subject.
“How was class today?”
“It was good.I like that everything is online.I can work ahead if I want to.”
“Are you?”
“I am, I mean I don’t really know what the future has in store for us, so I figured it’s better to get it all done now, you know just in case.”
Beckett’s hand came over my belly, as it usually did whenever we spoke of the future.
“What if it doesn’t happen?”I asked, placing my hand over his.
“What if what doesn’t happen?”
“A baby.I mean, there are a ton of people out there that can’t have children.If that happened to us, would you still want me?”
Beckett turned to his side and reached his arm behind me, pulling me close to him as he looked into my eyes.“Raven, you have to know by now how much you mean to me.I won’t let you go, no matter what happens.Baby or not, you will always be mine.”
“You say that but sometimes I feel like you are so convinced it will all work out, and I’m just scared it won’t.”
“Are you familiar with kink or BDSM?”
“Familiar?No.I mean, I’ve heard of it.Like spanking and things, right?”
“Right.But there is a lot more to the lifestyle.Some of it is sexual in nature, but some is just giving into your natural instincts.”
“What does this have to do with having a baby?”
“The kink community is something I’ve spent years studying.It is common for some to have something that is referred to as a breeding kink.It’s this overwhelming need I have to fill you with my child.I fantasize about what it will be like to watch you grow round with him, nurturing his little body with yours, as I care for you.I want a family, Raven, I’ve wanted my own wife and child since Ashlee brought William into my life.But since you’ve been around, the need has become blinding.If it’s something that bothers you, then I’d like for you to tell me and I’ll do what I can to keep it to myself.”
He placed a kiss on the tip of my nose as we laid there together.My mind was racing with everything he had just told me.I had never heard of anything like a breeding kink, but it seemed to make sense.The thought of it all actually turned me on, not turned me away.I want to give Beckett everything he’d ever need from me, and this seemed to be very important to him.
“It doesn’t bother me.”
“You’re sure?”
I pushed him back onto the bed and moved so I could straddle him.The second his cock rubbed between my legs, it sprung to life.
“No, in fact, I think I like the idea of it all,” I said as I rocked my hips forward, grinding my pussy along his hard ridge, intentionally teasing him in the same way he had done to me.
“Baby Girl, you are playing with fire right now,” he groaned as his hands came up and grasped my hips, pressing me into him even harder than I had before.
“You can’t tell a man you’re turned on by his fantasy and then straddle him like this without expecting to be fucked.”
I smiled down at him and reached for my nipples, pulling them and pinching them as he watched.
“Or was this what you were after all along?”he asked with a wolfish smile.
I didn’t bother answering, but leaned forward, placing my hands on either side of his head.I lifted my hips just enough for him to line himself up with my core and I sank down on top of him.