Page 26 of The Demon God's Desire

We move in sync, Guilri sitting up to shuffle me underneath him and I bend my knees, spreading my thighs apart for him to settle in between them.

“You’re so wet, you’re dripping,” he teases as he sinks a third finger inside me.

“Ready for you,” I tell him, winding my arms around his neck to pull him down. I want to feel him inside me. I want him to make me take every inch of his cock until he’s buried inside of me.

He buries his face against my neck, alternating between little kisses and nips as he lines himself up at my entrance and begins sinking inside. It feels incredible to have him inside me. Everything I hoped it would be and more.

Even though he might be leaving in a few days, I’m glad I got to experience this at least once. I feel like I’m so deeply connected to him right now. He started off as a gruff, angry man but he’s changed so much in his time here. He’s so considerate now, so gentle.

Guilri eases himself all the way to the hilt and stills, the two of us staring at each other for a long moment. His inky black eyes bore into mine and I hold his gaze steadily, our hips starting to rock together.

“Gods!” I moan as I cling to him. Our gazes break and he looks down to see the point where our two bodies join together. It’s so hot to see his length disappearing inside me as my cunt swallows it up.

“I’m not going to last much longer,” he warns, bending down to kiss me. “You’re sucking me in and I’m not going to last.”

“Come with me,” I tell him, reaching out to entwine our hands. He picks up the pace, starting to thrust deeper and harder, squeezing my fingers in his.

“Fuck!” he cries as he finishes inside me, my own orgasm hitting me just seconds later.

“Gods!” I yell, agreeing. It feels like every nerve-ending is alight as I reach the peak.

I stare up at him afterward as I try to catch my breath.

I’m officially in trouble. I don’t want Guilri to leave.

13

GUILRI

After we climax together, we’re both spent. We lay back down on the bed, curled around each other as we drift off.

But a few hours later, I wake up from a nightmare. The goddess is upset with me. I can feel it.

I can’t help it though. Being intimate with Bridget has been the most incredible experience of my life. It felt magical. Better than anything I’ve ever felt before. Spending all this time with her has shown me so much and I’ve learned so much in just a short amount of time.

And yet...the goddess reminds me that I have a duty to fulfill. That I made a promise to her.

That’s why I have to leave. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t stay here and fall deeper in love. I feel so strongly towards her—like we’re meant to be together but I know we can’t.

I know I’m in love with this fiery, amazing woman. I have stronger feelings for her than I’ve ever had for anyone before with the exception of the Hearthkeeper.

Yet, I can’t help but recall the very words I spoke not that long ago. I told my men that laying with humans was akin to laying with a dripir—akin to bestiality. Guilt washes over me. I know it’s not like that anymore but I can’t help but feel like I’ve somehow betrayed them all.

With my strange dreams getting stronger and more frequent, I know it’s the Hearthkeeper urging me to leave and return to my men. She wants me to return to my duties. And I can’t help but feel the same. A part of me wants to get away just to avoid dealing with these confusing and conflicting emotions that are bottled up inside me.

I watch Bridget sleep now, looking utterly relaxed and at peace. Her brows are scrunched up a little and I reach down and smooth them out and she snuggles into my touch and lets out a little sigh.

As much as I want to be with Bridget, my promise to the Hearthkeeper and my duty to my men need to come first. I have responsibilities I can’t just shuck off. I can’t leave my men without their leader.

And I’ve been away for far too long now. A whole month, nearly. I’d discharge a soldier who spent a month luxuriating away from their duties. I know I’m breaking my promise to Bridget but at this point, it’s better this way.

I’ve been sent to this continent to wipe out the human and orc populations. To retake it in the name of the dark elves and the Thirteen.

But I can’t bring myself to hurt her, or bring danger to her village. I can’t do that to her.

Making up my mind is easy. Leaving is the hard part. I stay until just before dawn, staring down at her for our last few moments together. If I could explain this all to her it would be so much easier but what do I say?

Thanks for the help recovering. Last night was amazing but I have to choose my people over you?