Page 24 of His Merciless Marriage Bargain
She didnât think sheâd ever met a man whoâd filled a room the way he did, owning the air and space, swallowing all the oxygen so that she couldnât breathe.
Most troubling of all was that a small part of her had almost enjoyed the intensity, and that same part of her was humming with awareness. Sheâd never admit it to anyone but sheâd been drawn to his energy and the shimmering heat surrounding himâeven though the heat and energy could obliterate her.
Her brain was warning her off, telling her that he was too much for her. Too hard, too confident, too dangerous. Her practical side understood that he didnât care for her, and that he wouldnât protect her, that nothing good would come of allowing herself to be intrigued by him.
; But she was already intrigued. She was fascinated and curious and drawn to him...
Standing next to him moments ago, she wanted him to touch her again. Sheâd wanted him to reach for her and cover her mouth with his and make her feel what sheâd felt earlier.
If that wasnât crazy, she didnât know what was.
No, crazy was the fact that she didnât like him, or admire him, and yet she still wanted him to touch her again. She wanted to feel more. Even now, with sofas and tables and armchairs between them, she was still responding to him, the very thought of him kissing her again making her shiver inwardly, making her ache.
âWhy do you want the paparazzi to think the baby is ours?â she asked, her voice low and husky.
âItâs simpler.â
âItâs actually not. It is going to be far more work trying to convince people that we were a couple and we had a babyââ
âThey already believe it.â
âBut I donât like that story!â Heat rushed through her, the heat so strong that her skin prickled and burned.
âI donât like it, either, but given our choices, itâs the better one.â
âWhy? How?â
âThis version deflects attention away from Antonio and Juliet. We can protect and preserve their memory, allowing the mistakes of the past to fadeââ
âAntonio and Juliet had a baby. Why is that such a travesty?â
âThey werenât married, or even serious. It was a brief affair, a sexual flingââ
âI disagree. Juliet loved your brother, deeply.â
âIâm sure she wanted to be convincing.â
âShe really did care, Giovanni.â
He shrugged. âMaybe as much as she could care, but either way, she was ultimately selfish and destructive and not someone I want associated with my family.â
Rachel recoiled. âThat is incredibly harsh,â she breathed, putting a hand to her middle, trying to calm herself, not easy when her stomach did wild flips. Juliet hadnât been an angel. She didnât have many altruistic bones in her body, and yet she wasnât the devil incarnate. Sheâd been complicated and had had aspirationsâaspirations Rachel didnât understandâbut when all was said and done, she was her sister, her younger sister, and it was painful to hear Giovanniâs brutal denouncement. âYou met her then?â she asked.
âNo. But I know a great deal about her, and women like her.â
His scathing tone made her see red. Her chin jerked up. âJuliet loved himââ
âThere was no love. I can promise you that.â Gioâs light blue eyes narrowed, his full mouth firming. He looked hard and darkly handsome, arrogant and utterly unapproachable. âYour sister saw her opportunity to make a fortune and took advantage of the situation.â
âI am absolutely certain Juliet didnât know he was ill. I didnât know he was ill, and I was the one that introduced them.â
âYouâre responsible.â
She thought for a moment he was joking, or teasing, but there was no softening of his features, or flicker of warmth in his eyes. âDo you need to blame someone? If so, yes, blame me. Itâs all my fault. I did it. The love affair, the pregnancy, the tragic loss of two beautiful peopleââ
âYouâre not helping.â