Page 4 of Possessive Neighbor
Are we just neighbors after that kiss?
; What did that kiss mean?
Iâm so befuddled.
I hate feeling this way. Especially when it comes to men. I've never been good at figuring them out. Reed, being hard to read, doesnât help either.
âHope?â He stares down at me.
âWhy?â
He looks perplexed. âWhat do you mean, why?â
âWhy do you want to take me to dinner?â Focusing on that is much simpler than focusing on the kiss. My lips still tingle.
Taking a step back from me, he crosses his arms. âIf you donât want to go out, thatâs fine, just say so.â
Blowing out a frustrated breath, I force the tears back that are threatening to gather because I canât let him see how upsetting this is for me. I donât know if heâs angry, though, I suspect he is.
Always be real, Hope, Leslieâs voice whispers in my ear. She would tell me that when I got in a situation where I didn't understand someoneâs intentions, then I'd have to be honest about what Iâm thinking.
Clearing my throat, I inhale a breath and meet his intense stare, no matter how difficult it is for me to do so. âIâm not used to being asked out by anyone but my brother or his friend, Coen, so itâs confusing for me.â
He blinks.
I hold my breath.
âMen are idiots,â he mumbles quietly. âIâm willing to bet youâve been asked out plenty and donât even realize it.â He grins now, and I intake a sigh of relief.
âI doubt it,â I mutter.
âOh, trust me, Iâm right. Just say yes to me.â
I realize I want to. But the baby in my belly reminds me otherwise.
âI donât think itâs a very good idea, Reed,â I say.
2
Reed
Itâs been two days since I kissed my new neighbor. Two days since Iâve seen her. Two days since Iâve had a woman turn me down for the first time in my life.
I don't consider myself a playboy or ladiesâ man, but I have always gone after what I want when I want it.
And I fucking want Hope Carson desperately. But sheâs filled with secrets I canât decipher.
After working nightshift for so long, Iâm relieved to be back on days. Getting used to the hours this time was a hell of a lot more difficult than ten years ago as a rookie beat cop.
When I decided to pursue a career in law enforcement, I knew I wanted to patrol near beaches, in the warmth, but not too far away from my family. Florida turned into the perfect location. For nearly a decade, Iâve called Jacksonville home.
Building a family of my own here has always been in the plan, and until a couple of days ago, I was still looking for the right girl.
The day Hope Carson walked into my life, the world shifted, and she appears in every image where I can picture my wife, the mother of my children. And even though I feel slightly foolish at having these feelings for her when I know nothing about her, I intend to succeed at making my dreams a reality.
Starting with a carrot muffin and tea. Itâs what my partnerâs wife suggested I bring her. Especially since itâs now almost dinner.