Page 12 of Echoes From Within
“Yay me,” I say sarcastically. But inside, I’m terrified. I know that Cady and some of the other girls had men who didn’t want to rape them and were forced to at gun point but I wasn’t that lucky. They’ve only ever had the same male in the breeding room with me until I got pregnant and he was a sadistic fuck who had the time of his life.
I shiver at the memories of that man raping me for weeks. I’ll never feel clean again.
“Do you think the boss will let me in the breeding room with you, Seven?” the guard asks, clearly amused.
“I wouldn’t take that chance, bud,” I say with false confidence. “Do you really want your dick swinging free where I have so many opportunities to grab it, twist, and pull?”
The guard grumbles as he keys in the code that opens the breeding room door.
I learned pretty early on that the guards won’t lay a hand on us. They make sure we live in cells with next to no light, feed us just enough to keep us alive, have the doctor medically check us before and after each rape, and they steal our babies once they’re born, but they won’t beat us. Thebossmade it clear that we were off-limits apart from being restrained.
That doesn’t mean we don’t get beaten, but that’s only done by a single person when weearna punishment. Cady started calling him the punisher and the name stuck.
That doesn’t stop the rough handling and face slaps from the guards, though. Seeing as how I refuse to keep my opinions to myself, I’m quite familiar with both of those.
“Your new breeder won’t be here for another hour,” the guard says. “I should keep you tied up until then.”
“Do what you’ve gotta do, bud,” I say bravely, trying my best to hide my fear of what’s to come.
“Remove your gown and lay down on the mattress,” he mutters, removing my restraints. “You know what happens if I come back and you're still dressed.”
They won’t feed me dinner if I don’t comply. I doubt I’ll be in the mood to eat anything this evening anyway, so I walk to the back of the room and lean against the wall.
“You know,” he tells me as he backs out of the room. “One day, the boss is going to classify you as useless. When that happens, you’ll be mine to do with as I wish. I’m going to beat that bitch right out of you.”
His laughter follows him down the hall.
I fall to the floor and cry. I’m angry and so freaking scared. It takes everything I have not to show that in front of the guards and the doctor. But, when I’m in this room, my fear becomes too much for me to hide because I know what’s about to happen. And there isn’t a damn thing I can do to stop it.
The breeding room is just another cell but it’s much more comfortable. It has a tv, a sink, a shower, and a regular toilet. Plus, a bed. An actual bed.
But it’s not a bed I will ever willingly lay down on.
The room is lit up with soft white lights and the temperature is much warmer than the cells we live in.
I hate this room regardless of the comfort level.
Pulling my knees to my chest, I let all of the tears fall. On top of being angry and scared, I’m simply lost. I don’t feel as if I’m the person I was before I was taken.
I lay my head on my knees and silently cry.
“Get your fucking hands off of me,” someone yells out. The voice is deep, masculine, and angry. “Who the fuck do you think you are?”
“Just go in there and do as you’re told and your time here will be pleasant,” I hear one of the guards say. “Fuck the bitch tonight and you can go back upstairs to your room in the morning.”
“I will not rape someone for your sick pleasures, you sick fucks,” the man yells.
“You will, or you die,” the guard says. “It’s as simple as that.”
“You have a visitor, Seven,” my normal guard laughs as I hear the gate open and close. “He’s just as much of a pain in the ass as you are. I’m sure you’ll have fun.”
“Bring your hands between the bars and I’ll remove your cuffs,” one of the guards tells the man.
He doesn’t say anything but I hear the cuffs being removed. I keep my head on my knees and refuse to look up.
“Looks like you’re not getting your dinner tonight, Seven,” my guard says. “That gown better be removed by the time I reach the security room or you won’t get breakfast either. You have all night together. Might as well get comfortable.”
The guards walk away and I’m alone in the room with my next attacker.