Page 64 of The Perfect Deception
“Why?” he asked.
“Because you can’t tell a person something like that while they’re drinking.”
“Should I have texted it instead?” he asked with a wink.
She rolled her eyes. “You’re impossible.” But her neck heated at the thought of the content of those texts and she tried to distract herself. “Do you have any?”
“Dirty texts?” He pulled out his phone and Dina squeaked.
“No!” People around them turned their head and she ducked, hearing Adam chuckle softly. “Siblings. Brothers or sisters.”
His relaxed exterior changed once again, tightening and growing wary. His jaw vibrated, as if he were clenching and unclenching his teeth. “No, just me.”
“I’ll bet that has its advantages.”
He shrugged, staring into his hot chocolate. “I never thought about it really. What’s it like having siblings?”
“Complicated. It’s like being in an unending competition, where the stakes are constantly raised.”
“At least they provide a distraction.”
She waited for him to explain further, but he remained silent and she could almost see him raising his walls. Only this time, they weren’t quite as high. She’d knocked a few down and she was determined to tackle the rest. If he’d let her.
Adam forcibly relaxed each part of his body—his neck, his shoulders and his hands—and tried to clear his head. He’d given away more about himself than he’d intended, but he’d learned more than he’d expected about her as well.
“Let’s get out of here,” he said.
“Why? Don’t you want to skate some more?”
“Not unless you do.”
He led her out to the car. He went to turn it on, but she stopped him with her hand on his upper arm. “Why don’t you like to talk about your family?”
His hand gripped the key and he forced himself, once again, to loosen his grip. His chest tightened and his gaze travelled from the key to her hand, up her arm to her violet eyes, unblinking and kind. Crap.
“There’s nothing to say.”
“You don’t act like a man with nothing to say.”
The air in the car grew heavy and he needed space to breathe, but short of opening the car door, there was nowhere to go. He pulled at the chest strap of the seatbelt, until he felt more pressure on his other hand. Now it was between both of hers and she was stroking it, like one would a frightened puppy.
He had nothing against puppies, unless he was being compared to one.
Swallowing, he tried to grin at her, but it came out as more of a grimace. “You’ve met my father.”
“And I’m still here.”
Good point.
“It’s not your fault your mom left.”
He rubbed his other hand, the one Dina wasn’t holding, across the top of his head. He needed a haircut. “You can’t possibly know that.”
“It’s never the kid’s fault. Have you talked to your dad about it?”
He choked on a bitter laugh he tried to swallow. “He likes the conversation even less than I do.”
“That must have been hard for you to deal with.”