Page 54 of The Perfect Deception
If flames had burst forth from her cheeks, Dina wouldn’t have been surprised. In fact, she was surprised the coffee shop’s sprinkler system didn’t kick on just to be safe. “It doesn’t matter anyway, because it shouldn’t happen again.”
“Why not? And wait a minute, you can’t skip over the good stuff. I want details.”
“Seriously?”
“Absolutely. I’m an old married lady with a baby. The last time I had sex just for the hell of it, was I don’t even know when. I need to live vicariously through my exciting single friends.”
“Then you should go make some,” Dina said.
Tracy threw her napkin at her. “Don’t make me beg.”
With a sigh, Dina told Tracy about the phone call, going over to Adam’s apartment, trying to get him to talk, and how they ended up having sex.
“And you just left?”
“No, I fell asleep, as did he. Then I woke up. And then I left.”
“Why?”
“Because it’s going to be so awkward.”
“I don’t get it,” Tracy said. “Lots of people have drunk sex. Why is this such a big deal?”
Dina swirled her tea in her cup. “Because we’re supposed to be friends who made an arrangement. I was helping him seem more respectable for his father, and he was accompanying me to the reunion. That’s it.”
“Okay. And you had sex. Why does that change anything?”
“Because friends don’t have sex!”
“Uh, Dina? Yes they do.”
“I know, but we weren’t supposed to.”
“Why not?”
“Because I didn’t want to seem pathetic. I really like him, but I’m so not his type and he’s not mine. There are still things he’s hiding from me, I can tell. And he’s only taking me to the reunion because I’m helping him with his dad. Except his dad is mad at him, so it’s not really working. Which means he doesn’t need me anymore.”
“Anyone looking at the two of you knows he’s not staying with you because of some arrangement you think you have.”
“An arrangement Iknowwe have.”
Tracy gave her a look and Dina squirmed.
“And leaving without talking to him? You have no idea what he’s thinking or feeling. You’re never going to get those answers you want if you keep avoiding him. Not to mention,” Tracy leaned forward, “you missed out on all the good post-coital talk!”
“He left me a voicemail.”
Tracy rolled her eyes. “What did it say?”
“I don’t know. I didn’t listen to it.”
“Give me your phone.”
“What? No!”
She held her hand out and Dina gripped her phone in her lap. There was no way she was letting Tracy listen to the voicemail.
“Then listen to it yourself.”