Page 21 of The Perfect Deception
“Okay, what was freaking you out at my apartment earlier?”
He needed to change the subject, fast. He thought back to his brief time in her apartment. He hadn’t had time to notice much of it from the doorway, except that it was homey and sweet, like her. There’d been a big fancy envelope on the table by the front door.
“What was that fancy invitation for back at your place?”
Her face blanched. For a moment he thought she was going to faint. Who fainted these days? Maybe the same women who were concerned about the walk of shame? She didn’t seem like the fainting type. But her cheeks regained their color, and more. She looked down at her lap. Mission accomplished, although his distraction came at her expense.
“It’s nothing, just my high school reunion.”
“Which one?”
“Tenth.”
“Are you going?”
She shook her head. “Absolutely not.”
“Why?”
“Because I don’t feel like either being ignored or talked about. High school was not a fun time for me.”
High school reunions were the time to show up all the people who thought little of you. “Of course you’re going. We’ll go together.”
“What?”
Yeah, what? Had he really just offered to take her? “You and me. Your high school reunion.” Apparently he had.
She shook her head. Her ponytail whipped back and forth like some over-zealous spectator at a tennis match. “That’s crazy.”
“You need a little crazy in your life. It’ll be fun.”
“You have no idea what it will be like. Popular girls who looked at me like I wasn’t fit to wipe gum off their shoe. People who only talked to me to beg me to give them my homework to copy. People who hid their intelligence in order to have friends, and ignored me. Trust me, there’s no one I want to see.”
Adam stretched his shoulders at her description of people who sounded a lot like him.
Dina stared him down, as if daring him to do his worst. Ha, she obviously didn’t know him. His worst had chased his mother away. His worst was turning his father into a slave driver. He couldn’t allow himself to give her his worst. So he’d give her his best.
“I’m sure they’ve changed. Or at least grown older and fatter. You shouldn’t miss it, especially if it scares you.”
She yawned. “You’re crazy, but I’m too tired to argue right now.”
She snuggled down into the blanket. Adam had an overpowering desire to join her. He reached his hand out to hover over her leg. When she moved it as she got settled, his hand skimmed the blanket. A jolt of electricity zinged up his arm. He frowned. How was he attracted to her? She wasn’t the sexiest woman he’d seen, she wasn’t the prettiest even. But she had a quality about her that made all his other dates seem shallow. Somehow, he couldn’t get enough of her. That scared the hell out of him.
Dina woke a couple hours later, the room still dark, her mind whirling, her body completely still. She didn’t want to take the chance he’d come out and see her wide awake. She didn’t want him to come out here at all, wearing whatever he wore to sleep—did he even wear clothes when he slept? Possibilities danced through her head, but unlike sheep, counting them would not help her sleep.
She turned carefully onto her side, brought her knee up toward her chest. She rested her hand on her ankle, the same ankle Adam had touched earlier. Even now, she felt shooting streaks of warmth up and down her calf from his touch. She wondered what it would feel like for him to touch her in other places. She buried her head in her pillow.
No, this couldn’t happen. He wasn’t attracted to her—she didn’t fit his profile. She wasn’t tall enough, skinny enough, or sexy enough to claim him for herself. She definitely wasn’t experienced enough. Oh, how he’d laugh at her if he knew how a simple touch on her ankle through a blanket had affected her. The men she was used to, the even fewer she’d slept with, had never woken her out of a deep sleep—achy and twitchy, wanting more of…something. She was completely out of her depth with Adam.
She needed to fall back asleep in order to handle tomorrow. Because tomorrow, she had to leave here with her dignity intact.
The aroma of ground coffee and the whistling of steam brought her to the surface of consciousness. She blinked at the darkness that confronted her. As her sight adjusted to the lack of light, outlines of masculine geometric furniture in the room appeared. She glanced toward the large window on the opposite wall. Streetlights glowed from outside. How early was it?
Wrapping the Star Wars blanket around her shoulders, she walked into the galley kitchen. The clock set in the stainless-steel oven said five-thirty. She should leave, now, before too many people woke up and saw her. But oh, coffee. Dina inhaled. The toe-curling smell filled her nostrils, waking her up even without the benefits of the caffeine.
“Smells good, doesn’t it?”
She shrieked, glaring at Adam as he let out a low, throaty laugh from the doorway behind her. He was wearing a white T-shirt and pajama pants. She swallowed. “You scared me on purpose.”