Page 73 of The Hopelessly Bromantic Duet
“You know that drives me crazy,” I whisper.
“That’s why I did it.”
That’s also part of why I can take this chance. Jude and I didn’t hurt each other. We didn’t choose this ending.
I grab his face, run my thumb along his bottom lip. “Down the road, when we’ve made it, if you’re ever single and in the same place...” I pause to make sure I’m saying this the right way.
But Jude doesn’t miss a beat. “You want me to look you up?” He sounds enchanted by the idea. The smile that spreads on hisface reaches deep into my heart, maybe touching the last part of it, the only part that hadn’t quite fallen all the way yet. That last piece of me tips into his hand.
“I do,” I tell the man who didn’t audition to become my first love. But he got the role anyway. “Someday, I do.”
“I will, TJ. I will definitely look you up.” He cups my jaw, presses a confident kiss to my lips that leaves me woozy. “And you better do the same, TJ Ashford. You really better look me up too. Make it a promise.”
“It’s the look-me-up promise,” I say.
“Now that’s a good title for a book.Look Me Up.”
“It’s not bad,” I say, and I make a mental note of it, then shift gears back to teasing. “But I have to tell you something.”
“Yes?”
“No one in New York calls it the Big Apple.”
He rolls his eyes. “If I bring my big eggplant to New York, I bet you’d call it the Big Apple for me.”
I crack up. “I probably would. But we both know I’m a sucker for your big eggplant.” For his charm too, so I give him one more promise. “Someday, when I become a famous novelist, I’ll be sure to write a hero named Jude. And give him a big cock.”
Jude covers his face with his fingers, laughing into his palm. He shakes his head, then pulls his hand back, flashing me a grin that’s going to grace billboards someday. That damn smile melts me. Bet it will melt millions someday soon. “That’s all I want, TJ. To be the inspiration for your big-dicked protagonist,” he says.
That’s fitting. He’s already been the inspiration for so much else. But I keep that to myself.
Some truths don’t need to be spoken. Some secrets you should protect.
Like the fact that I fell in love with Jude Graham in three weeks in London.
When I buckle into my airplane seat a few hours later, the last twenty-one days already feel like they happened to some other guy.
26
YES MAN
A month later
TJ
The New York Comets slugger comes to the plate. I have no choice but to boo the hell out of him.
“You’re going down, Brady,” I holler from the third-base line seats.
“Get out of here, Bozo,” the guy behind me shouts. “We don’t want no stinking Cougars fans here.”
I whip my head around. “Do I look like Bozo?”
“You will soon if you keep that up,” the New Yorker taunts.
I shrug, water-off-a-duck’s-back style. “Cool. I have no problem with clowns.” Then I turn my attention back to the action on the diamond. Chance goes into the windup and fires off a beauty of a fastball.
Brady swings and misses.