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I stoodup and brought her to her feet in front of me. She held her body stiff until I pulled her in close with my arms around her. It took her a minute but once she realized I wasn’t going to attack, she relaxed and let her head fall against my chest.
Her warm tears drenched my shirt and I stood there letting her cry it out as I thought of what I had to do next. I was ass deep into wringing Doug’s neck when she did something that pulled me back from the brink.
“Did you just wipe your nose in my shirt?” For some reason both of us found that shit funny. Laughter through tears. I looked down at her, pushing the hair back from her face. The fear was gone. The weight had been lifted from her shoulders.
“I might have to make a run but I’m not sure about leaving you here.” There was no question that things had changed between us. If the sex had been mediocre I could’ve written it off as a one-off and moved on. But what happened in that bed yesterday wasn’t something you find everyday and I was smart enough to knowthat.
“What are you going to do? Where are you going?” I didn’t answer her right away, just studied her as I formulated my thoughts into words.
“Let me ask you a question. You said that the first time you saw me, you felt an attraction. Putting aside everything that came after, how do you feelnow?”
I held my breath as I awaited her answer. It wasn’t easy for me, but I’d had to accept in the last hour that everything I’d believed for the past five years had been a lie. That she wasn’t the person I thought her to be. More importantly, I like the person she would’ve been had Doug not fucked usboth.
She pinked up and tried hiding behind her hair before I pushed it back from her face again. “I think you know the answer tothat.”
“You mean the sex.” She blushed and nodded her head being all shy andshit.
“You were pretty fucking hungry babe.” I made light of it to ease her discomfort and she shot me a look before punching me in the gut playfully. The move surprised us both and she paused as if just realizing what she’d done. I grinned and kissed hernose.
That bright-eyed girl who’d approached me was still in there though she hid her well. I wanted to know that person. Maybe we could both salvage what’s left of our lives, but first I had one last thing I needed toask.
“What’s the deal with you and Bryan?” She tried to hide the face she made but I caughtit.
“Let’s just say that I didn’t think I deserved any better. After what I did to you, I guess I didn’t believe I deserved any happiness. I turned down a lot of guys before he asked me out. I knew there was no danger of me ever falling in love with him. I guess it was my way of punishing myself.”
“Penance, I knew it. Here’s the deal I don’t know where this is going, you and me, but your punishment is at an end. I don’t want you going back to him.” I couldn’t bring myself to come right out and say it, not yet; but I wanted her with me. What did I have tolose?
For the past five years our lives have been intertwined in one way or another. We’d both been imprisoned because the actions of one man, though her hell had been self inflicted. I’ve seen what she’d done to herself and I gotta tell ya, physical incarceration might be hell, but I can’t imagine it had been much easier living that shit in yourhead.
She looked spooked as fuck but I knew there was no turning back. I’m enough of a bastard to use our past against her if I had to, if only to save her from herself. No way she responded the way she had with me if it didn’t mean something. I know it sure as fuck did tome.
“What would I tell Bryan? He moved all the way across the country because ofme.”
“The plane goes both ways. You’re not wasting the rest of your life in that fucked up relationship and even if you wanted to, I want you again. I might want you for a long fucking time to come, who knows? And I don’t share.” Let her make of that shit what shewill.
“I don’t… I don’t know. What if we hate each other? What if the sex grows stale and one day you realize that, I don’t know, that you can’t forgive me for what I did to yourlife?”
“I already have babe.” It was true. I’m as practical as the next guy. No way I can hold her solely responsible for the way things had gonedown.
The truth is, I don’t even want that anymore. All the things I’d hungered for when I first showed up here, was that just a week and a half ago? It seems much longer. Either way, I don’t want to see her hurt anymore, she’s been hurt enough. Having to sit through a year and a half of that guy was punishment enough. I’mgood.
“Just like that?” I could see where she’d have trouble believing that. It wasn’t that easy for me either. I guess that’s what good pussy would do to ya. “Yeah, just like that. What is this you’re wearing?”
I’d just noticed the flighty little skirt she had on. Not at all like her usual flowing dresses. We both looked down at her amazing legs beneath the little wisp of nothing that barely topped her knees. I’ll make that run later. I had all the time in the world to fuck his shitup.
Taking her hand in mine I led her down the hallway to the bedroom. We barely made it past the door before I had her back against the wall and my body pressing into hers. “I dreamt about your mouth.” I took it now, getting my first taste of theday.
We both sighed into the other’s mouth and then proceeded to eat each other’s face off. I sunk into her lips while my cock poked into her middle. “Get up here.” I lifted her short ass in my hands and pressed my cock into the junction of her thighs where her pussy’s heat could be felt through the shorts Iwore.
I reached between us and tore her panties down off before dropping them to the floor. I made light work of unzipping and releasing my cock. I left it resting against her thigh while I used my fingers to open her to takeme.
She was already wet as I forced one then two fingers into her heat. “Fuck I gotta taste you.” I dropped to my knees and pulled her onto my tongue, growling deep in my throat at the sweet taste of hercunt.
I held her ass in my hands and ate her pussy until my mouth grew tired and my cheeks were covered in pussy juice. When she tugged on my head to get my attention I hopped to my feet and used one hand to guide my cock into her while the other held her still for my invasion.