Page 105 of Blossom

After all, he left Scotland to come here.

He won’t be able to give me what I’m craving.

But Brenda and Darius were right about one thing, and I know it now as much as I know my own name.

The reason that scene with Jack affected me so profoundly is because I’m ready for more. I’ll always be part of this lifestyle, but I’m ready for a commitment. To commit to one Dominant.

But Ronan isn’t ready for that.

He will be playing with other submissives, and that…

Jealousy slices through my heart.

Something I haven’t felt in so long. Thought I’d never feel again. Was perfectly content never to feel again because it sucks.

It feels like your heart is literally cracking in two.

Once he’s done cleaning me, he unbinds me, and then he removes the blindfold.

“You may speak now, Blossom.”

But I say nothing.

I’m not sure what to say.

I could beg for an orgasm, but I already know he won’t give it to me. Until he tells me to come, I won’t.

What the hell is wrong with me?

I’ve been punished before by a Dominant withholding orgasm, but each time that happened, I took care of myself that evening once I was home.

I won’t do that tonight.

I won’t come until Ronan commands me to.

“Do you want to come?” he asks.

I open my mouth, ready to say yes, but the words that actually emerge surprise even me.

“Not unless you want me to, sir.”

My God, has he broken me?

He brings his hand to my cheek, gently caresses it. “That’s the right answer, sweet girl.”

He picks me up into his arms then, carries me over to the bed where I was handcuffed, and spreads my legs.

He slides his tongue over my pussy, nibbles on my clit as he thrusts two fingers into me.

Then he meets my gaze from between my legs. “Come, Blossom. Come for me.”

It happens then.

Stars burst inside me, filtering out through my fingers and toes into the universe, taking me to nirvana.

It surprises even me how quickly I come at his simple words.

And I know…