Forgive My Sin

Forgive me,
For I have lied,
Done heinous things,
Committed devious crimes.
I’m attempting to atone, to make things right.
But then there she is,
Confessing.
Enraging me more and more with each spoken word until I can’t stand it anymore.
Blood must be spilled.

Forgive me,
For I have sinned.
I’m impure.
Touched.
Dirty.
Filthy.
I tried to stop it,
But I couldn’t. I’m weak, and now I must confess.
Except he isn’t interested in absolving me.
He wants to claim me.

They want to claim me.
And heaven help me,
I want them too.

Please Father,
Forgive My Sins.